ransvestia

"I've always admired females," she began. "So much so that I de- cided that that was the type of life I'd like to live. So I went out and purchased a whole wardrobe of wigs, dresses, shoes, etc. At first I just dressed on weekends. Before I go on though, let me say that I'm straight, I just like to dress and act like a woman. I met Jan, Miss Matson, shortly after my decision. We dated and then I asked her to marry me. As you know, she accepted.

"But two weeks ago, I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. As I sat in bed and pondered why I had awakened, the answer came to me. My male life and its stresses was getting to be too much. So I decided to start living full-time as a female. I knew I'd need help for this. I also knew Jan would never go along with, or understand, it.

"So, I packed most of my female clothes and moved into this hotel room. I talked my plan over with Pat, the manager..."

"The tall brunette?" I interrogated.

"Yes. As I was saying, I talked my plan over with Pat and she asked me to let her help me. I agreed.

"So my training as a female began. Pat got hold of a doctor friend of hers to give her female hormones for me, in pre-prepared doses which she then gives me.

"The hormones will help give me a full bust, rounder hips, smooth skin and help soften my voice. As you can see, the hormone treat- ments are taking effect. My breasts are getting bigger, my hips are rounding out, and my voice is softer, more feminine.

"Pat also instructs me in walking, talking, makeup, dress, hair care, mannerisms, etc. And as you can see, my dress, makeup and manner- isms are completely feminine.

"You can understand why I couldn't explain to Jan. She would have died from shock, let alone being broken-hearted."

"Of course I can understand. But Miss Matson will have to be told. I have to report my findings to her. There's no way around it," I answered.

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